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| Magical Self |
I want to thank you all for your patience while I have been missing in action these past few months!
I am not even sure where to begin where I have been. Its been quite the fight of where I stood with myself and I wasn't sure if I was going to win or how. So I simply just allowed myself to go through it, the best I could. Which half the time I have to admit I pretty much beat myself up and claimed I am not worthy and I am done, done, done, done DONE! Yes many, many temper tantrums. I cried, I laughed, I drew, cried, laughed, drew, cried, raged, laughed, and drew some more and more and more. I worked through soooo much I can even begin to tell you what I did. When I draw it is a sub conscious self or spirit self that goes to work on a deeper level that my 3D mind is just beginning to understand,.. and I thought I was done last year, but that is not true, that was the beginning of the end of what I thought was real in my world. I can't say I am completely done but I can admit that I have come to terms with ALOT!
With EVERY drawing I do it is work I do on myself along with a contract I took before coming in??? Yeah long story, but I am just coming to terms that I am living my purpose. Its a beginning of acceptance and acceptance in my book is allowing the Peace to settle in.........................Breathe in .... and ......... ahhhhhh!!!
Ok now it comes to the drawing and what a breakthrough!!!! Quite the Gateway Awakening! The magical self. I came to this title while I was pacing the house today, talking in my head, how the heck am I going to get back in this. (I had many reasons why I shouldn't, but the universe was only offering brick walls for me so I had to face this whether I wanted to or not... (fight or flight feeling) :) and I decided well I am just going to show my pic and that will be that, but something pulled at me to get some kind of words out. Well, spirit speaks to me in through nature alot of times and for the past 3 weeks or so I have had alot of crows cawing around me and of course I thought it was annoying (3D level) and continued on and today it came together! As I looked in my "Animal Speak" book by "Ted Andrews" Under crows keynote it says.... THE SECRET MAGIC OF CREATION IS CALLING and the cycle of power is ALL DAY- ALL YEAR! Makes alot of sense., wow! and the creator self is your god self, we as human beings are creating in every moment of everyday to all the time and most importantly NOW!
Ted Andrews also writes: in conclusion to the crow ....
Wherever crows are, there is magic. They are symbols of creation and spiritual strength. They remind us to look for opportunities to create and manifest the magic of life. They are messengers calling to us about the
creation and magic that is alive withing our world everyday and available to us.
Two days ago I saw a morning dove on the wire connecting to my house and usually I only hear their coos and Ted Andrews says through doves Keynote: Feminine Energies of Peace, Maturity, and Prophecy
Cycle of power dawn and dusk. and the last paragraph THE SONG OF THIS TOTEM TELLS YOU TO MOURN WHAT HAS PASSED, BUT AWAKEN TO THE PROMISE OF THE FUTURE. IT IS A BIRD OF PROPHECY AND CAN HELP YOU TO SEE WHAT YOU CAN GIVE BIRTH TO IN YOUR LIFE.!! This makes so much sense after what I drew for July mandala..... (see above)
(With me sometimes I have to live life in the 3d physical to fully get what I am trying to portray in my drawings. So as you can see I have to do the work also to get it. :) this is part of bridging the gap.
On a different note I also touched based with Lisa Renee's website as I have been waiting for her update (no july update) but I stuck around this time enjoying her resources and I wanted to share this link http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php?option=com_phocagallery&view=category&id=1&Itemid=78
and I discovered that I am a genetic path cutter.. if you are not sure if you fit in this category, her video is definitely worth watching as I had alot of eye openers and realized too that I am one, and has been part of the acceptance I wrote about earlier!
My crown has been tingling. , the downloads have been HUGE and I have found myself just standing still because I cannot function at times when my head was glowing with this much power! Just allow yourself to take it all in! Enjoy the mandalas! Use them as focus tools and know that I work with spirit to bring these in on physical level so that it is easier for you to work with. Everyone's download will be different as it will be custom fitted to your blue print of WHO YOU ARE, ask spirit for assistance and spirit will answer. Also visit my sister website www.gatewayawakenings.com and click on the mandala so that you can print a copy if you like and visit the self healing tools page for the many tools there to assist you!
Trust in the process and listen to what resonates and speaks to you!
With love,
Debbie
