"Creating Balance"
This I started in January and finished in late March this year 2011. In 3 cycles which I think speaks much for the integration and balance of the physical, emotional, and spiritual. One cannot just be complete in one aspect and one is never ever complete. Especially in these times we must find this oneness core to move forward.
Honestly I did this drawing for myself, for a healing but I found that I am so much in line with what is going on, on the macro level and felt my oneness not only in my drawing anymore. At first I wasn't sure If I should share this drawing. As the days passed I felt more inclined to share as it goes deeper and is much more than just one individual.
In a past life I was a native american female, probably one of the one times respected as a female. Though I realize this is a feeling too I allowed myself to accept. I come to face it in this lifetime and with our dear mother earth and the all.
A little history of what has happened to me as of late:
Back in July 2010 I drew this mandala and found myself anchoring and connecting to mother earth. Although, I didn't know this, accept that I was a bit lost with things. Come January I found myself dealing with my physical status which has not been good. I have neglected myself over the years, which led me to being an emotional wreck.
Then on top of that I found myself extremely off balance with my feminine self, hormonally. So began exercise, which lately I have stopped but I intend to start again but I have been taking herbs and vitamins to assist. The main thing here is that you cannot neglect yourself anymore on any level. Eating better is a must. I seem to do well on each but difficulties with all at once, but this is the time to integrate all levels.
So I am not gone, just taking a little R and R as I too walk this healing path with everyone. I thank you for your patience. Oh I should mention, or talk about what happened to my main site.
www.gatewayawakenings.com , well I let that site expire, but I feel it is in line with the energies... let go of what does't work anymore and start anew. I am not sure what this means for my site per say but letting of what doesn't work is the statement behind what happened. I have to move forward really and stop clinging to the past and just release on a personal level and be in line with more core and be more balanced, it seems that is what mother earth and her people are striving for.
I will probably get that site going at some point, not sure when. I still need to update this site too. I was hoping to fill up the photo album section with all the drawings.
Remember to take care of yourself, so you can assist others.
Peace, Love and Light
Debbie
P.S Now forget what I said about this drawing....
How do you interpret it? How does it speak to you? Do you feel it wanting to assist you in healing yourself?. When I draw it is based on feeling not words, it takes days sometimes months for me to fully feel it all and interpret it. Integrate it. These are powerful times.
